Musings of a mad man.

“somewhere along the line, we seemed to have confused happiness with comfort.”

“Yolo.”

Nobody can understand something for you, no more than anyone can eat something for you.

words are such symbolism.

wisdom is non-communicable through words.

water is stronger than water. strange, eh?

“Find Your Greatness”-Nike

“Who are we–mites in a moment’s mist–that we should understand the universe?”-Will Durant

“More and more, the universe looks like a great thought rather than a great machine.”-Astronomer Sir James Jeans

“If we don’t honor our boundaries, we don’t have integrity.”-The Burger’s Book

“Whatever you can do, or dream you can–begin it. Boldness has genius, power, and magic in it.”-Goethe

to be a master, you’ve got to be willing to be a fool. Complete vulnerability.

we perceive time differently when we’re indoors vs outdoors, living or existing, thinking or vegetating.

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hello cyberspace!

So... I wrote something epic the other day when I was nearing the end of a notebook used for recording awesome thoughts:

"Oh man, I wanna go live, I wanna leave a mark upon this earth. I wanna change the world. I wanna do something that matters. I don't wanna just live and die like everyone else. I wanna do something different. Build something and also experience as much as I can on my own. I wanna do what's never been done. I wanna think the unthinkable. And, most of all, I wanna change the world and leave a blank page."




























































and, I think that sums up somewhat what I wanna do.

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there’s another legit music artist that I like… DJ Contacreast… it’s techno-electro-popish.

my cereal is getting soggy.

how come so much random stuff sticks in our memories, and so much just… doesn’t?

so… i find meaning in randomness…. even in non-sensical randomocity…

a really random friend of mine once said something that made me think: “This post is most definativably not random. I am not a random person. I have reason and meaning behind my words.”

and it made me think….

cause… idk about you…. but MY stream of consciousness is pretty meaningful and random…

so… maybe random just means unexpected.

anyhow, it’s late. and I should be asleep.

the olympics are amazing.

and, I went to a concert tonight. it was kewl. it was flamenco guitar music.

and my friend is going to kill me because I went to that instead of the dance I was supposed to go to,

sometimes, maybe…. we should stop. and meditate. and embrace reality.

idk. I’m stupid.

anyhow, so a couple days ago… I wrote: “words don’t say what we really mean. but, that’s not even what I mean. it’s like words are just symbols… symbols that can be interpreted many different ways…”

and, I think I discovered something.

“Wherever snow falls, or water flows, or birds fly, or wherever day and night meet in twilight, wherever the blue heaven is hung by clouds, or sown with stars, wherever are forms with transparent boundaries, wherever are outlets into celestial space, wherever is danger, and awe, and love, there is beauty, plenteous as rain, shed for thee, and though thou shouldest walk the world over, thou shalt not be able to find a condition inopportune or ignoble.”-Emerson.

so… it’s about about discovering reality.

music is really something.

I think I figured out why I made this blog

yup, better believe it.

I disect-ificated my brain. [sorry, that's not even a word... hope cyberspace has a translator toolkit that can decode that...]

So, in the process of disecting my brain... I came up with some pretty ninja ideas.

I DISCOVERED that the reason why I write on this blog is because my mom hates it when I run around the house like a crazy person yelling random stuff.

jk.... I don't do that....

it makes a freakin good story though, huh?

.....oh pooop, I just found out that I only have approximately 9 minutes and 37 seconds left to write this post....

So... Hi.

anyhow, I really want some ice cream right now.

and... I made a playlist called "SoundMix Blender"... it's really cool.

So, basically,....

I'm writing this post because I had the most randomest thought and this epical grew out of it.

The story is titled "PINOOCHIA STRINGS"....

flippin scrud... *pinocchio

that's why I meant.

Anyhow, basically... this makes no sense...

But... here goes the most pathetic story of the year!!!!

Once upon a time, there was a magic fruit tree named harry.

Oh, sorri... that's  NOT alctually how the story goes.

okay, here comes the true story:

we have strings attached to our faces. And our toes... and our fingers and mouths.

I know you're seriously doubting this... but you should believe it, because... it's the.......

TRUTH!


so... basically... we have these strings attached to our brains!

and, so basically we're like little puppets...

However, we're like ninja awesome puppets...

and because of this... we can break free of the gay strings!!!

and become awesome.

So.... these strings are invisible...

and top secret..

in fact, they're so top secret that most people aren't even aware that they're puppets, they think that they are "FRee"

but... really, most of them aren't.

So... back to the story.

there's this guy... and he has all the strings... and he makes people do stuff..... that they don't want to do.

But, this guy is so flippin sneaky that he can make all these people think that they are doing what THEY want to do.

So, this guy...

I've never met him....

But, he is society.

And, society....

it's bad. It's not bad in and of itself... it's bad because it destroys the induvidual... and the dreams and ideas of everyone in it... it turns everyone in a crazy zombie that does what everyone else does...

That society guy, he's REAL bad...

and, he influences you...

and turns you into a puppet....

however, your dreams...

he can't make those...

the big ones at least... so... dream big.

And cut the strings... and go do something flippin amazing!!!

And tell other people about how society is getting them to do all sorts of stupid things...

but.... use a different story... cause that one is dumb.





"LIFE IS AN ADVENTURE. LIVE IT THAT WAY." 








I'm moving.

I think that paper towel should rhyme with Burundi.

I think that paper towel should rhyme with Burundi. 


So, yeah... 


I know that doesn't make sense.


Anyhow, I started listening to Port Blue.


And I started studying Meditation, and Consciousness. 


And then I tried it. 


And now I just realized that I'm being grammatically incorrect here. I'm supposed to not say "And. And. And." 


Sorry, random interjection there. 


I want to be a ninja. 


So basically, when I meditated, I put on port blue to make a playlist about 31 minutes long... Sat in the lotus position, closed by eyes, and tried to tap back into "enlightenment."


I thought of my first time I'd felt "enlightened." back a long time ago... 


/Insert "true long cliche story of how I saw the light or whatever" here/


...Anyhow, so I learned a lot of things... 


and uh, yeah. 


"Wondrous Oceans of Light Life"


Meditation is cool. 




I wonder why people do stuff. 


I want to eat a cookie. 


I talk about "I" a lot. 


A bit too much. 




What if the brain isn't really where our consciousness is? what if the brains just a footprint? or what if the brain is merely the method of communication that our "mind/consciousness/whatever" uses to communicate with our bodies...? 


Sorry, random thought there. 


I think too much. 


The avengers was an awesome movie. 


Okay, now I honestly have no clue why I am making this post. 


you can't define impossible until you try so hard you drop. 


Semantics